hahaha is rally freaking nice OMGGG HAHAHAHAHW I'M WATCHING AGAIN NEXT WEEK! jol watching later at nine hahahaha who want to bet she confirm cry until explode one hahaa :D
oh yah just ended class chalet. LOL we mahjong addict again luh hahahahaha played mahjong the whole time. And the juniors played too :D Played until 11++ last night then went to watch christmas carol at 1210. Kind of waste money i think .______________. WQ FELL ASLEEP HAHA and the guys zao halfway to watch raging pheonix in e other cinema LOL.
yah so like that lo..

WATCH MULAN ITS DAMN NICE HAHAHAHAHAHA! :D

WENT DOWNTOWN EAST WITH PJ TODAY!! haha damn joke we went to escape and arcade and all that stuff that you have to do when you go downtown (:

PSL TRAINING WAS. A-W-E-S-O-M-E. i've never learnt so much from one camp before. Seriously, learnt a lot about myself and how to become an even better leader and how to reaach out to people and. wow man! awesome is the only word to sum up the past four days!

symposium was ._____________________. we stonned for like 3 hours and presented for 1 hour LOL!!! hhahaha and we got so bored we started cam-whoring with weeqin's webcam hahah! and then after that we watched kpop vids on youtube! learning to dance genie was a failure i tell you!!!!!!!!!!! nvm, at least i have my heartbreaker ^.^ oh no!!!!! i lost my earpiece again. I think m sandhya auctioned it off while i was returning chemicals or something. Oh yah, i now have a silver as in Ag stain on my fingers and uni. And no its not silver, its kinda, reddish brownish thing, and its not coming offffff!!!!!!!!!!!! damn it!


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GDDDDDDDDDDDDDD~ <3

Today was welcome and matriculation day. And my make my speech-emcceing thingthing today too (: and i want so say..
thanks so much victorians, for your love and support especially v13 and everyone everyone else. when i completely blanked-out and forgot my lines and said "shit" into the mic kinda loudly i think.. i really really wanted to dig myself a damn big hole and crawl in and never come out. But thank you everyone for cheering and rooting for me. Haha you don't know how gan dong that made me feel and how that made me even more determined to forget the mistake and just go on. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! haha, "you really allowed me to appreciate the victorian spirit" thanks everyone! today was damn awesome. Random people i din't know and never talked to before just came and told me to jiayou, haha thanks so much. Really helped me boost my confidence so much!! and, sorry i didn't do better.

on a lighter note,
TODAY WAS WELCOME AND MATRICULATION DAY WHICH MEANT THE DAY WE FINALLY GOT TO MEET THE JUNIORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they were kinda quiet though, but haha can't blame them luh i was quiet on my first day too :D really hope they come chalet lehh!!! so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and li han's so damn tall now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i didn't grow at all. D:

outstanding, outperforming, out having fun.

TODAY WAS FREAKING FUN OMGGGGGGG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAVENT BEEN SO HIGH IN DAMN LONG HAHAHAHAH :DDDDDDDDDDDD

spamming teletubbies + dancing heartbreaker/sorrysorry/genie + blasting kpop songs + fake singing with waterbottles ============= GOOD WEALTH QUOTIENT!
:DDDDDDDDDDDD you guys really pwn man!!!!!!!!!!! 13 rocks! :DDDDDDDDD

oh man i'm freaking out now. i'm damn excited/scared/nervous/almost-peeing-in-my-pants/AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. in short, going nuts. SHIT IM DAMN SCARED FOR TOMORROW WHAT IF WHAT IF WHAT IF what if i screw this up .______________. in front of so many damn pple!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M DAMN SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've been wishing on every series of similar nos, consecutive nos. wadeva nonsense AHHHHHHHHHH BUT IT DOESNT WORK DDD;

ok stop this clarissa chern. you are being gay. YOU ARE BEING GAY. you can do this. YOU'RE GNA ROCK IT!!!!! dont be gay. gay and clarissa do not mix

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit. i think i'm kinda screwed ._.

oh thanks van and sihui for helping me during rehearsal today!

i love myself. i love myself. i rock i rock i rock rock rock!

OMGGGGG TODAY SO COOOOOOOOL! VON PERSIS TZEWEI AND DANIEL ONG CAME TO VJ FOR SOME CHEM WORKSHOP THING!!!!!!!! hahah, super fun luh! haven't seen persis and tzewei for a damn long time especially! haha, so nice to talk to you all face to face again :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


ohoh thanks tessa and weeqin for being there to support me at prac LOL I WAS DAMN NERVOUS HAHA and thanks weeqin for helping me think of my script after that (((((: you guys rock!!!!!!!! oh yah, thanks for helping me look for my wallet :D

hope i can pull it off

"Just because you’re beautiful doesn’t mean you don’t do ugly things. Just because you’re not pretty doesn’t mean you don’t have the beauty of a flower. Just because you’re loud doesn’t mean you hate silences. Just because you’re quiet doesn’t mean you have nothing to say. Just because people see you happy all the time doesn’t mean you never cry yourself to sleep. Just because you are unhappy doesn’t mean you can never be happy again. Just because you think it’ll never happen, it just might."

"sitting in the canteen with the girls, crapping about e_____ and tight pants, clarissa's very awesome story of the girl who had to stare into ____, nonstop tummy-aching jumpiness." -Tessa Low!

haha thats basically the only thing worth mentioning today, other than our class winning 2nd place for math games. Haha we won't tipover some brain game, and me and nicole played it for one whole hour whle waiting to see tcher for symposium stuff HAIIII sab!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why you go for medical appointment???? DDDD: haha. omggg we damn no life haha. ITS LAST WEEK OF SCHOOOOOOOL!!!!!!!!! yes finally! okok. i must start planning what to do for the holidays :DD

"I think that the only reason why people hold onto memories so tight, for so long is cause memories are the only things that don`t change when everything else does."

I'm alright now, wy's right, you're not my cch frens, you're my si dangs, and my best best ever ever frens. Haha, and it's not like i'm in some foreign land. LOL I'M JUST ACROSS THE ROAD! well, kinda (: so i'm ok :D:D thanks wy and tessa, and our class song! I xiang tong alrdy (:

Eh rp! Stupid singyan never send the msg right? i knew it! me and ter want class chalet! So cn email either me or her on the dates you're free? We have chalet in december luh hor, since november is almost half gone alrdy!

life's great :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD oh and i have a new phone! :D ITS TOUCH SCREEN AND LOOKS LIKE AN IPHONE FROM A FAR, even though its samsung BUT STILL! from a far! :DDDDDDDD

Tessa you make me emo haha

How does it feel like to smile just because someone else is happy, to laugh at someone else's laugh. I think i've forgotten, what free, unchained happiness really is.

went out with terter today! "hahaha teresa liew, rmb who calls you terter LOL!" haha yah anws, went to eat XUE HUA BING! its really the best man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha, after school went with wq and rach to meet miss sandhya with van gareth and elspeth about symposium. haha, i went there to extra luh, my group hasnt even started .__________. lol, it was hilarious hahahaha! holidays are coming! HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY!!!!! no more no life person coming to school when everyone's sleeping until 11 or 12 or 1 OR LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes! too bad there's chinese homework and some stupid project thing. oh well!!!!!!! I WILL SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD i have no money though, which is a bad thing. And i owe gareth$50 and rachel $6. IM SORRY WEEQIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NOE I SAID I WOULDN'T SPEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i have money to return luh so thats ok :D its worth it for xue hua bing!

i'm not going to be this person!

OH MAN I FEEL LIKE PUKING hai me and my stupid tam jia-ness DDDDDD: 250g of famous amos and tako yaki +++++++ DINNER omggggg hahahaha pj we rock! our stomach is like some bottomless pit! haha :DDDDDD heh, so tuition ended early today, and me and pj went to tampines to jia cos we were super hungry! HAHA, we ended up stuffed, and there was still dinner at home .___________. PJ! I FINISHED MY DINNER! YOU LEH? :D haha, next time we eat j.co and secret recipe bananananana chocolate cake :DDDDDDD today second last day of financial lit! YES, HAHAHAHA im gna be a senior soon hur hur hur \^.^/



who cares right?

wah financial literacy is really getting to me man!!!!!! so damn boringggggggggggggggggggggg D: hai oh wells, tmr last day tmr last day! then time to prepare for juniors to come (: stupid sabby nvr come for this whole week, somemore can tell me wisma got nice converse shoes haiyooo! oh man, i dont want to go tmr. i think i'm sick. like a bit maybe, i think i have some sneezing thing thing. and i ate tes's burger so maybe i'll get sick by tmr! GET WELL SOON TESSA LOW! i can't wait for hols to come!!!!! i go out everyday i tell you. AHHHH SIAN._. cant go rp outing next tues cos of symposium prep. but nvm, can save money :D i am surviving well on $2 a day :D it is working! :D

i feel kind of dead though, i think its the rain, makes me want to sleep!!!!! and i've been feeling kind of crappy this few days. shit, i think its withdrawal symptoms. no, i am not on drugs.


i don't understand.

"Today, at an assembly, i saw a guy in my grade getting picked on by some guys on the football team because he was gay. the brutal insults went on for about five minutes until the quarterback, the king of our school, stood up and announced he was gay. nobody ever made fun of the kid again. after, i asked him if he really was gay. He isn't. GMH. " -givesmehope.com

today was omgggg damn boring luh the talks. I fell asleep in every one. LOL! haha after school went to macs with weeqin and ate fries with the money wenji gave her hahahaha :DDDD

today was uneventful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! zzz..... ........ ........... .................. and for once we were NOT TAM JIA!~ me tessa and gareth we took one look at the concourse and turned our heads away from the temptation of foood! Then we went to electives hub for random talk cock session with weeqin, rachel, cassandra and jerrell. Then after that jolene burst through the door and jumped over rachel's bag and tried to con us that it was a magic trick LOL. Then after that took 31 back with cassandra OMGGG CASSANDRA YOU DAMN FUNNY AND AUNTY HAHAHA!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

fmylife kinda gives me hope. LOL i am a loser.



I am not emo. I am emo. I am not emo. I am emo. I am not emo.

ok i wanted to say high on fries, but high doesnt rhyme with fries does it? so HAH! ^.^V MACS WAS WICKED FUN! ok i sound like a wizard LOL HAHAHAHAHA omgggggg squishing into miss chua's car was damn fun! let me tell you its a normal sized car but all 6 of us (me, tes, nic, jol, van in the back and wq in the front) + miss chua WE ALL SQUISHED IN OK! jol was like sitting on van's lap and massaging it with her butt and me and tes were only like sitting half of our butts! LOL CLOSING THE DOOR WAS DAMN FUNNY!!!!!! hhahaha lol couldnt stop laughing, we were highing all the way luh hahaha, discussing how to squish e whole class into the car! LOL and when i opened the car to go out, i almost fell onto the floor ok, it was tt squishy HAHAHAHA :DDDDDDDDDDD oh yah, so we were gna go buy bubbletea and go macs for fries! but in the end only the four of us exp tes and jol went to macs cos they had to chiong home. does tt make sense? yes it does. so we, ok actually van and nic splurged a GRAND TOTAL of $12.65 on four large fries, apple pie and one small coke :DDD ohyah, also 6 packets of curry sauce and three small plate thingys of chilli sauce!!!! omgg it was damn fun ok, haha saw some of the 11 pple there too and we started throwing stuff at each other through the small window that separated us, well kinda. hahaha :DDDDD set arr,, we next time buy 10 large fries and finish them in 15mins horrr!!!!!!!

after macs went to borders to read awhile, heart songs, it's a nice book! then went home. HAHA today was epic! i seem to say that a lot. HAHAHA, 13 IS A BIG JOKE LUH WHAT TO DO? :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


"you can't touch without being touched" - Murphy's something law.