what am i going to do??
i dont knomw
im so confised.
this. this is something that decides my future.
M.Y. F.U.T.U.R.E.
i dont know what to do..
i dont know what to think..
and most importantly.
im making this descision alone.
no one to help me.
not my parents.
not my friends.
they dont understand.
they just dont.
yah i could go to you
but u probably wouldnt care. would you??
what am i going to do??
sometimes i just wish i grew up like on a farm or something.
come on.
life would be so much simpler.
its not always good to have so many responsibilties.
come on luhh
in the end we're all just gonna die rite?
we cant even bring along what we had in this life.
so why do we try so hard??
fightfightfight
in the end for nothing
one big fat O.
i dont even know why im torturing myself
why im forcing myself thru all this
looking at my mum now. what does she know?? she dosent know wad im going thru, she just thinks school life is all about catching butterflies in a safe garden with a safety net incase u jump too high and break a bone.
she dosent get it.
she dosent.
this is just dum.