third post of the day.
some people are just bored people.
why are people turning emo on me.
my closest frens.
my best buddies.
and why arent they telling me.
why arent they asking me for help.
and maybe even consolation.
are they that untrusting?
or is it that i am that unworthy of their trust.
everyone's falling apart bcos of their love life.
everyone's falling apart bcos of stress.
and yet no one's telling me.
seems like they dont need me.
why's the world falling apart around me?
is it my turn next?
next in line to get
bashed. beaten. torn apart. put to the test.
im weak.
on the inside.
i cant take up such tests.
i dont even understand myself enough.
i wont be able to get up again.
if i fall.
they are dying on the inside.
and yet here i am.
unable to share. to help carry some of tt burden.
what are frens for if not for this?
what am i supposed to do.
maybe if you told me..
maybe i could help.
maybe we would all feel better then.
or maybe i just suck at helping others
pick up the pieces.
and i thot i was good with people people relations.
guess i thot wrong.
now i know i thot wrong.
lovesnomore.
"i'm walkin on sunshine, whoa oh!"
